life is beautiful ^.^

Yes, indeed, LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL. God truly works in ways that we cannot comprehend. His ways are perfect and His ways are far better than ours. We may want something that we think is nice but we don't actually get it or things just don't happen our way because it happens in a much better way. We don't get the things we like because we are given something much better and it is given to us in God's perfect time.

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Today was such a wonderful day! When i woke up, my mom immediately said, "Rejoice! Dali tignan mo itong text ni Liz. Andito pangalan mo." Ok so i read the message. There was nothing really exciting about it haha. And then i remembered that we were supposed to watch a movie tonight. Anyway, my mom suddenly said, "Dali mag-imbita ka na. IMBITAHIN MO SI CHRISTOPHE pati yung nagimbita sa kanya sa Uno." What?! Who?? Did i hear it right? Did she really tell me to invite CHRISTOPHE? The love of my life whom she forbids me to see? Am i still asleep and dreaming or is this really happening? So I pretended I didn't hear anything even if her voice was loud enough for me to hear. Because of that, she repeated what she said. And then i started to realize that it was really happening--that she really told me to invite CHRISTOPHE. Thank You Lord! Is this the answer to my prayers? Lord, thank You so much!

To cut the long story short, Christophe was there in Trinoma along with the other invited people. Almost all of them were from UST. I am the only Benildean. But so what? At least my love was there ^.^


And then we went home around 9:30pm without my mom hurrying me to go home and all. It's so nice to be going out "legally". It's so nice to have my mom know where i am and who i am with without her being mad and all. I just hope and pray that things will go well. I hope and pray na magtuloy-tuloy na toh. Thank You Lord so much! ^.^

[TING!] i've realized.... :D

I just realized that I just wasted my time thinking over what made "the other guy" distance himself from me. It's not really important now. He's not really important now because my love came back. Actually, he didn't. He was always there and I knew that. I just realized now that he is the one I really love, that I nobody could replace him in my heart ^,^

you still own my ♥

I don't know where to start. My mind is in total disaster and i hate it. It sucks knowing who you love but there are those times that you still look for that somebody else who came into your life and then vanished like smoke. But it's getting better and i'm starting to realize that i don't really have to look for that other guy. But i still thank him though...for the short friendship ^.^

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I was with the love of my life a while ago. We met up at Rockwell and then spent the whole time at Starbucks. We had fun talking, browsing magazines, celebrity-spotting, finger-wrestling and spending time with each other ♥♥♥

Although there were still the differences that hindered the development of our relationship in the past, we learned to deal with it and still love each other despite all the mishaps. Indeed we really needed the time to be away from each other. Those were the one of the hardest and worst months of our lives but those were the months that taught us everything we have to learn. Though we still have conflicts sometimes, we still find the way out of it ^.^

I really missed him. I missed everything about him. But due to some circumstances, I couldn't commit to him yet and I couldn't express to the whole world how much i love him. I'm so looking forward to the moment that i could introduce to my whole family and all my friends the man i love--my world, my life, my everything. [haaay parang first time lang mainlove :)). Truly, love is always sweeter than the first take haha.]

I love him so much. I love him more and more each day. I love him even if we're away from each other. I love him even when he is in his worst state.

♥ I LOVE HIM ♥

Like what others say, if someone leaves you and then comes back, it's not the exact same person you knew before anymore. Yes, it's true that he's not the exact same person he was. He is better ^.^

this day is my turning point :|

I don't know if I should be happy about today. Last night before sleeping, I asked for a sign--a sign that would determine if he still likes me or not. If he texts me "Gudmorning Rej" [yes, with my name on it :))] like what he used to, then he still likes me. If he doesn't, then it's otherwise. It's not that I'm rushing things or whatever. I just want to know if I'm still hoping and waiting for something.....or if I'm just waiting in vain, expecting for nothing and waiting to get frustrated.

Morning came. I waited until 11:59am for that good morning greeting. But there was none :( There was no text from him the whole day. No sign of him. None anymore. I saw him pass by our classroom. That split second made my heart thud and made me hope that he would glance and see mee looking at him. But he didn't. Things have truly changed.

When my friends and I were about to leave the building, we saw him. He walked with us. We talked about "unserious" matters. Matters that are just fillers to a conversation. Though we laughed and talked the whole time, something is just so different. Something has really changed--his feelings for me.

I admit it's my fault.....or at least I should be blamed for the most part?O_o Whatever. It's too late. I can't do anything about it. I won't force myself to someone who doesn't like me anymore. Fine. Maybe it's just a fling or something--something that started so nice and suddenly ended just like that. I didn't see it coming. All I can do now is to let go--let go of that which I thought I have, that which I thought would linger.

Praise GOD for my 7th term sched :D

GOD is amazing!

An hour ago, i was thinking if i would turn on the computer to check if the file i saved in the USB is still there kasi baka my brother removed it. So i turned it on. I really had no plans on signing in sa YM but i did haha. Then I asked RJ Angeles when and what time is the schedule ofr pre-enrollment for next term for non-DLs, non-athletes and non-SCs. He didn't answer my question but he said something much better :D He told me to try logging in the system. I again told him that i'm not a DL kaya it would really be impossible for me to get in. He told me there's no harm in trying naman. And so i did. At my first try, i couldn't log in because i gave the wrong password! Another try and still wrong. When i was about to give up, something just made me try again. Praise God i was abe to get in! :D As i clicked the Pre-Enrollment icon, i wasn't really that optimistic that it will work. Once again, Praise God that it worked! So there, after some minutes of waiting, i was able to encode my desired sched :D

Prior to this, while watching Gary V's concert (TV), i was having a hard time fixing 3 sets of schedule that i will choose from. Von Vergundia sent me the list of available schedules. Even if i was done fixing it, i still wasn't that confident that one of those scheds will be followed since i'm not an advance enrollee. But i kept on praying that i may be able to have my desired sched. And true enough, God gave me the desire of my heart.

This experince just occured so perfectly. A while ago, Pastor Peter talked about having expectant faith. I learned that having faith also means that we should already expect and believe that God will give us what we are asking for (if it is His will). We just have to put our faith and trust in Him.

If He has done this truly overwhelming instance to me, He will also let it happen to YOU :D And if He has blessed me in this very small issue, how much more in the bigger and more "complicated" ones? :D

Let me just share the verse that Pastor Peter gave a while ago which really struck me. It is in Habakkuk 2:3 and says,

"...If it seems slow in coming, wait patiently, for it will surely take place. It will not be delayed."

I don't know if this is even related to the pre-enrollment thing. But it just dawned on me that if we are waiting and praying for something/someone, though it seems like it has already been taking us forever for that which we are waiting for, we just have to trust God that He will give it to us in His perfect time. It won't delay. It will just come when we need it perfectly. God might not give us exactly what we're asking for, but He will surely give us something/someone much better--His best. :D

salamat VON VERGUNDIA :D

I just want to make a special mention to my dear friend Von. Hahaha!

Von, kung hindi dahil sayo hindi ko maririnig ang phone ko na tumunog. Kung hindi ko yun narining tumunog, hindi ko makikita agad yung text niya and late ako makakareply. Kung late ako nakareply, it's too late kasi naglalaro na siya. Wiiiii thanks Von! :D

Kasi po ganito yun. Kachat ko si Von and sabi niya nood daw ako ng QTV kasi nandun sila. So kahit nasa baba yung TV bumaba ako to see Von. Ayun sakto pagbaba ko tumunog yung phone ko na iniwan ko sa baba. Yey! :D

thank you VON!ü

blue.

As i look at the latest post that i have here, it really shows that it has been a while since i last visited this site. I can say that a lot of things happened during those times that i didn't write here--things that were "blog worthy"! Haha.

I may not be able to write everything because of my memory gap (wow parang matanda lang ah!). Maybe those that i can remember are the ones which really affected me.

I actually don't know where to start. Well, fine. Let's do it randomly :D

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The week(s) before YHE Week. The moments i can remember here except for the committee meetings were the moments spent with him. [random] Thanks to my friend who asked him to come with us to the cafeteria. But he left after a while. Another day I saw him on the 7th floor and he stayed with in the LRC me while i was waiting for our meeting. And that was the last time i was with him :(

Can't say the other one! >.<

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YHE Week. Oh. That was the most tiring and productive week that i spent and so i strongly believe. It was fun though. FUN :D

I saw him but that was it. As in literally :(

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Why is he like that? He doesn't text me anymore like he did before. Basta it's so different. Well yeah i definitely don't blame him and i know i don't have the right to demand & expect from him and he isn't obliged to be there for me all the time. Sadly, i think he has lost his interest on me :(

Why now?O_o Now that i'm starting to fall for him. Or maybe the saying applies. The saying that we only get to appreciate someone once they're gone. Not totally gone, just little by little fading away :(

I guess it's my fault. Or

maybe it's just not meant to be.

a recap of days that gone by...

It's been quite a while since i last wrote here and the topic i wrote about was The Lion King Musical. The musical was so awesome that my cousins haven't even gotten over it. They continuously talk about it everytime they see each other. Haha! Now that't what you call a HANGOVER!

The next wonderful thing that happened to me after that musical was our..........[drum roll]..........Enchanted Kingdom day!
I had fun although i only managed to get on 3 rides--the Dodgem, Space Shuttle and the Rio Grande Rapids. Everyone was there! It took us an hour to fall in line for the Dodgem,,more than 3 hours for the Space Shuttle and 2 hours for our lunch! Thank God that Jessica and her friends were falling in line for the Rio Grande that's why we just made singit. You have to fall in line everywhere! It wasn't really a good idea going there on a peak season. Basically, we waited and fell in line the whole day. But it was worth the wait. We endured hours of standing up for a minute or two of a ride. Imagine that!



When we got to E.K., some of my friends and my cousin had a little dilemma with the ticket office (if that's what you call it). Stupidity came and settled upod one of them which delayed us in going home.

But whatever. At least we learned our lesson and we enjoyed. And then we had dinner in Good Ah! which was outside Enchanted Kingdom.

Oh and yes, the magic truly stays with you :)

The LION KING...A Jzone Adaptation

I would like to praise God for this wonderful event! It truly gave glory and honor to His name. Praise God for ALL who took part of this play/musical. ALL of them were extraordinary. ALL of them possessed majestic talents. I am so proud of my cousins Miko and Jenny. They did very well! I can't express my feelings toward this event and toward this day.....I am sooooo overwhelmed! Praise God for this =)

kinikilig ako....bakit ba? :p

"ok lang ba sayo?"


"Na?"


"Na sumama ako..."


"Oo naman noh. Ipapaalala ko ba yun kung hindi ok sa akin? Baka sayo hindi ok sumama?"


"Syempre ok na ok, kasama kita eh. Kung pwede lang kiya lagi kasama.ü"

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"Goodnight."


"Wow ang aga mo matutulog ah! Goodnight rin."


"Hehe hindi pa naman. Nagpaparamdam lang."