the days after Twilight...^___^

I miss you! I miss blogging. So the title is such because i just want it that way haha. There are no underlying meanings with that or something. Well, this post is about the days of the week which were after the day I watched Twilight. Haha. Too much explanation :p

November 26 (Wednesday) - Ordinary day. We had no Joseriz. Abbie cut class haha. We watched "American Adobo". Kel and I sat in front. What else? Cathwor, as usual, was boring.

November 27 (Thursday) - Such a wonderful day! I started it nice and ended it the same way. I just got a little irritated when my favorite professor (sarcastic) scolded me for a fault that I didn't even do! @#*&^*@#&^@!!! Grr. Ok so he was roll-calling us for the attendance and he accidentally skipped my name (for the second time!). So i raised my hand to tell him that he didn't call me. And all of a sudden he just got mad and told me that I wasn't listening to him that's why I didn't hear my name. My seatmate and the one in front of me didn't even hear it too!! In addition to that, he even thought that my last name was the name that he was calling before I raised my hand. Do you get the picture? So he was mad and didn't even listen to me. I know I wasn't the one who looked stupid. He did. Oh well. That didn't overpower me for the next 5 minutes. During the break, I bought an application form for YHE. After class, my friend PJ and I had lunch in House Blends. Of course it was his treat. I feel kind of shy because he always pays. I mean, should I really feel obligated to like have a part of the bill? Yes, I know that the guy or the one who invited is the one who should pay but I just don't know why I feel obligated to pay. Maybe because I'm not used to it? Because I got used to being the one who pays or KKB? Haha. Such a loser. But I had fun. So much fun =)

November 28 (Friday) - Our group prepared cream of broccoli & mushroom, grilled chicken, fake Italian pizza, pesto, and mango float.I had fun except for those moments when I got pissed because there was somebody in our group who didn't even help in washing the dishes!! And what pisses me off even more is that our professor never saw it and the person who didn't wash was just standing and texting while all of us were very busy and tired cleaning up our station! >:c But when all the foods have been ready, my anger little by little began to fade. So then I passed the YHE form. Oh I did that pala before class pa. I was early so I took care of that. I asked my former professor Mr. Supendio to sign it. Hmm. Ok we talked for a while. But it's ok. I thought he left immediately after his class without saying goodbye. Haha drama! So I sat on my seat while waiting for the next class to start. I hugged my bag and closed my eyes for I was sleepy as well. Then I heard him calling my name.^___^ He waved goodbye. And so I did too. Then my frieind called me and said that he was calling me. For me not to look very excited and kilig, I told my friend to just tell him to go inside the room. Haha. But my friend said he was shy. Ok so i went outside acting normal. We (me and him) kind of talked about my friend (in front of her of course) and the guy who likes her or who liked her. Whatever. And then I just kept giggling. Deep inside I was giggling because he was there in front of me and not because the crush of my friend also has a crush on her. Highschool! haha

So there. I guess that's it. An overwiew. See ya ^___^

TWILIGHT movie review :-)

A MUST-SEE (especially to those who've read it)! :-)

I don't know how to start this review for i am so overwhelmed by the film. The story itself was "FANTASTIC". The love story of Edward and Bella was extraordinary. It showed that love knows no boundaries. The love they shared was passionate...not in a sensual sense. It was so strong that they both risked their lives just to be with and protect the one they love.


Edward Cullen. Oh Edward Cullen. When will i find my own Edward Cullen?haha I was sooooo kilig when he first appeared. He was so gorgeous. Hot. He was almost perfect. I just didn't like it that he's toooooooooo white. Exaggeratedly white. His love for Bella was unfathomable. I loved the part wherein he and Bella started going out and he made "akbay" to Bella when they were walking in school. It's like telling everyone that she's his girl; that he's proud of her. Also, it was so sweet of him when he started mingling with the other teens in their school and even joined prom because he knows that it was important for Bella to experience. I saw it as him changing his old ways and venturing into something new, something that isn't his thing just for the girl he loves.♥ I love every bit of him. All of his lines were delivered perfectly. All his movements were smooth and oh-so-perfect. For a girl, you wouldn't find any reason NOT to love Edward Cullen. Every part of him just gives you millions of reasons to love him.
Learning points from the movie:
♥ No matter what your differences are, if love is present, both parties will be able to willingly accept those differences.
♥ As for the Cullen family, they accepted Edward's girlfriend Bella wholeheartedly except for Rosalie. But in the end, she accepted and tried to protect Bella as well.
♥ This, i believe, is the most important lesson i learned. Even if you are made/designed to be someone, you still have the power to control yourself if you really don't want to be that someone that everyone believes you are. I couldn't explain it well though haha. Ok first Edward was about to kill the enemy vampire [i forgot the name =p] but then his foster dad stopped him and told him that he [Edward] knows that he isn't like that. He doesn't kill. Prior to that scene, Edward told Bella that he was designed to kill. But then, because he didn't want to kill even if he was made to do that, he still controlled himself and had the power over that temptation which was to kill the enemy. Another was when Edward was to suck out the venom from Bella. He was afraid that if he'll do that, he might just get so "attached" to her blood and not stop sucking it which will cause her death. But, with the help and motivation of his foster dad to control himself and have a will to stop, Edward was able to resist the temptation of sucking all of Bella's blood no matter how delicious it is for him. So you see, no matter what temptation we are faced with, with our Father's help, we can overcome it and have the power to say no to it. Even if everyone believes that it is OK to sin for it is our nature, we still have the power to resist it and choose to do what is good especially if it concerns the one we love.


After watching Twilight, i now have the courage to tell those who call this movie demonic that they aren't right. Like any other movies, they just used some fantasy to entertain the viewers but the story itself isn't bad at all. If you are just gonna look at it deeply and positively, the message of the movie is very good and has a lesson.^___^

ersao.

This day and yesterday were pretty good. At long last a person with a good heart lent me Twilight. That person is Jay Tudio, my classmate in Cathwor. I am pressured to finish that book within the week so that i can watch the movie. They told and i also beleive that it is better to finish reading the book first before watching it. So that's what i'm gonna do.

We also had our shooting for our Perdevt project a while ago. And i was so hungry. After that, Pj and i ate at Ersao. I ordered the same dish i ordered the first time i ate there--spicy squid [pero sinabi ko kay ate wag spicy] hahaha. So there. What else?

There was also a creepy incident in the jeep a while ago. There was this man in his 40's who was sitting on my right. At some point, nagbreak yung jeep. So the tendency was for the passengers to be carried away to the direction where the pressure was. The man on my right leaned on me and didn't even say sorry. His lean was longer than usual. I just moved to my left para mawala pagkakasandal niya sa akin. On my peripheral view, I could see him staring at me. I pretended to look outside to make sure if he was really staring. True enough, he indeed was. On a certain street, he made para. I felt a sudden relief. But before he went down the jeep, he moved a little closer to me and whispered in a low and creepy voice, "Ang ganda mo". I pretended not to hear. When he finally got off, I looked around and checked if the man on my left heard it but he didn't. Sobrang kinilabutan ako nun. Instead of feeling flattered, i felt to scared. >.<

I'm happy. Period. Bye :-)

Oh by the way, let me post some of Bella Swan's [Twilight] lines that i looooove [Chapter 4 palang ako as of now] ^___^

"...his face was absurdly handsome."

"The look only lasted a second, but it chilled me more than the freezing wind."

"...and it was worse because he wasn't in school at all...I couldn't get out of the nagging suspicion that I was the reason he wasn't there. It was ridiculous and egotistical to think that I could affect anyone that strongly. It was impossibe. And yet I couldn't stop worrying that it was true."

"I looked up, stunned that he was speaking to me...His dazzling face was friendly, open, a slight smile and his flawless lips...My mind was spinning with confusion."

"When he touched me, it stung my hand as if an electric current had passed through us."

"Paranoia swept over me again."

"His face was such a distraction that I tried not to look at it anymore than courtesy absolutely demanded."

"He looked fascinated by what I said, for some reason I couldn't imagine...I couldn't fathom his interest, but he continued to stare at me with penetrating eyes, as if my dull life's story was somehow vitally important."

"He smiled widely, flashing a set of perfect, ultrawhite teeth."

"I was in disbelief that I'd just explained my dreary life to this bizarre, beautiful boy who may or may not despise me."

"I couldn't see his face, just his back as he walked away from me, leaving me in the blackness. No matter how fast I ran, I couldn't catch up to him; no matter how loud I called, he never turned."

miXed >.<

Today was a mixture of a little sadness and so much funnnn :-) It was sad because i didn't get to see him :[ He was absent. >.< haha affected maxado?

It was so fun because we had this skit in our PHILIEN (Philippine Literature) class. We are to make an interview regarding child molestation. The video might be uploaded in youtube ;-)

So Abigail Tan (who was behind the white screen) was the victim; Earl Fesalbon & Joshua De Asis were the talkshow hosts; Kelvin Basa & I were the ones reenacting Abbie's story; Hiroshi Okuda & Ivan Milanes were the production staff and cameramen; and most of all, Ciara Gigante was the prolific scriptwriter and the mother in the story. I really had fun! You'll see in the video why i did *wink*

JESSICA! Ü

hindi na ako pikon :-)

doomed >.<

This is not good. This is sick. Totally sick. Let me call it "1 week of infatuation". ok yeah i got it from the Tagalog song Isang Linggong Pagibig. >.<

I was already feeling it. I thought this would be the start of something nice. Well, too much of my high expectations, ambitions and daydreaming.....

It was going well. Then one day. Yesterday. Something different happened. And today as well. It was different. Grr. I hate it. But i still got one text. That's all. Grr. I hate it. Argh! I'm so pissed. And so are you for not understanding what I'm saying >.<

I even made a comic strip out of it then this is what's gonna happen. Tsk! I shouldn't have expected and assumed. Nakakapikon.

It sucks >.<

breathless ^___^

this day was nice. and i truly mean it when i say NICE. :-) i don't want to go into details though, sorry :p Sa mga nakakaalam, alam niyo na yun. Atin-atin nalang yun :D

i just love where i am right now. where we're at. where everyone else are. haay. i just love life. life is too short to be wasting it regretting and forcing yourself to someone who doesn't want you, who doesn't make you happy and who doesn't love you.

Life is beautiful.

^________________________^

haaay seems like everything is falling into its perfect place. well, ok not perfect but almost there and i'm contented with it :))

i'm soooooooooo happy with my life right now. i'm in good terms with everyone i should be in good terms with. i enjoy a loving and harmonious relationship with my mom, my dad, my brother, mama aida, cousins and friends. God is so good! I am claiming God's promise in Psalm 37:4 which says,

"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart."

This has always been the desire of my heart--to be in a happy relationship with everyone and always be cheerful and positive. Ever since I let go of "that thing" which God has been telling me to let go, everything just went into place. All of this happened. I can proudly say that i'm so happy and contented with my life right now. Truly, God is faithful. He never fails to fulfill His promises ^___^ i looooove You LORD! :))

If you are facing a very trying situation right now, don't lose heart. Trust in God. Just give Him all your pains and sorrows and follow His Word. He will never fail to bless you. And that circumstance which you are facing is His way of teaching you and showing you His power and love for you. All you have to do is TRUST HIM.

"All things work together for the good of those who love Him, to those who are called according to His purpose." -Romans 8:28


"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." -Jeremiah 29:11

a very nice quote...got this from Ate Jove =)

By setting a person free, you run a risk of them not returning. But always remember that you found them beautiful precisely because they were free. People are like sunlight. You can feel their warmth, and their glow, but you can't hold them in your hand and keep them with you forever. People choose to stay. But a choice is made more meaningful when it is made despite so many other options. Love has no restrictions and it is through mistakes that sometimes we see the right answer. Because if you love someone, you ask them for nothing and they will come back to you.

i never thought that i'd catch this love bug again...^_^

haaaaaaaay...i don't know hahaha. i just don't know what to say. i'm just happy. period =)

ok magtaglish na nga! haha kainis! :p basta namiss ko lang talaga yung feeling na toh kaya tuloy sobrang saya ko. alam niyo yun? yung parang may tao na sobrang tagal mo nang hindi nakikita tapos nung nakita mo na at nakasama mo pa sobrang saya mo kasi sobrang namiss mo siya? Well, ganun yung nafifeel ko. Hindi nga lang tao kundi "feeling" :p Namiss ko yung may sobrang concerned, yung laging nangangamusta and all, yung tinatanong kung ano ginagawa ko, yung naglalaan talaga ng time and load para makatext ako, etc. Oo na sige na mababaw na pero so what? Eh sa dun ako masaya eh! =)

But i know my boundaries. Hanggang kilig nalang muna ako ngayon =) Ok na toh. Hindi pa ako ready ulit masaktan and makapanakit kahit hindi ko sinasadya. Ok naman kahit friends lang eh. Masaya nga yun eh =) At malay ko ba kung may gusto rin yung tao sa akin? haha. Masyado na akong feeler kasi eh. Mabait lang pinaghihinalaan ko na agad :p Sorry naman.Ö Ocge hindi na =))

Sa sobrang saya ko minsan para na akong baliw sa jeep na ngumingiti magisa. Alam mo yun, yung ngiti kapag kinikilig! Hahaha. Baliw! Kinikilig sa ganun lang! =)) Haay nako. Hindi ko maexpress gaano ako kinikilig. Basta KINIKILIG AKO!!!

But contrary to this, i'm still not sure if i still like him. My ex. I don't know if i still love him. Ah ewan! Kainis! Confused ang loka! =))

What do you think?O_o