Wednesday, April 22, 2009

life is beautiful ^.^

Yes, indeed, LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL. God truly works in ways that we cannot comprehend. His ways are perfect and His ways are far better than ours. We may want something that we think is nice but we don't actually get it or things just don't happen our way because it happens in a much better way. We don't get the things we like because we are given something much better and it is given to us in God's perfect time.
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Today was such a wonderful day! When i woke up, my mom immediately said, "Rejoice! Dali tignan mo itong text ni Liz. Andito pangalan mo." Ok so i read the message. There was nothing really exciting about it haha. And then i remembered that we were supposed to watch a movie tonight. Anyway
, my mom suddenly said, "Dali mag-imbita ka na. IMBITAHIN MO SI CHRISTOPHE pati yung nagimbita sa kanya sa Uno." What?! Who?? Did i hear it right? Did she really tell me to invite CHRISTOPHE? The love of my life whom she forbids me to see? Am i still asleep and dreaming or is this really happening? So I pretended I didn't hear anything even if her voice was loud enough for me to hear. Because of that, she repeated what she said. And then i started to realize that it was really happening--that she really told me to invite CHRISTOPHE. Thank You Lord! Is this the answer to my prayers? Lord, thank You so much!

To cut the long story short, Christophe was there in Trinoma along
with the other invited people. Almost all of them were from UST. I am the only Benildean. But so what? At least my love was there ^.^


And then we went home around 9:30pm without my mom hurrying me to go home and all. It's so nice to be going out "legally". It's so nice to have my mom know where i am and who i am with without her being mad and all. I just hope and pray that things will go well. I hope and pray na magtuloy-tuloy na toh. Thank You Lord so much! ^.^

Thursday, April 16, 2009

[TING!] i've realized.... :D

I just realized that I just wasted my time thinking over what made "the other guy" distance himself from me. It's not really important now. He's not really important now because my love came back. Actually, he didn't. He was always there and I knew that. I just realized now that he is the one I really love, that I nobody could replace him in my heart ^,^

you still own my ♥


I don't know where to start. My mind is in total disaster and i hate it. It sucks knowing who you love but there are those times that you still look for that somebody else who came into your life and then vanished like smoke. But it's getting better and i'm starting to realize that i don't really have to look for that other guy. But i still thank him though...for the short friendship ^.^

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I was with the love of my life a while ago. We met up at Rockwell and then spent the whole time at Starbucks. We had fun talking, browsing magazines, celebrity-spotting, finger-wrestling and spending time with each other ♥♥♥

Although there were still the differences that hindered the development of our relationship in the past, we learned to deal with it and still love each other despite all the mishaps. Indeed we really needed the time to be away from each other. Those were the one of the hardest and worst months of our lives but those were the months that taught us everything we have to learn. Though we still have conflicts sometimes, we still find the way out of it ^.^

I really missed him. I missed everything about him. But due to some circumstances, I couldn't commit to him yet and I couldn't express to the whole world how much i love him. I'm so looking forward to the moment that i could introduce to my whole family and all my friends the man i love--my world, my life, my everything. [haaay parang first time lang mainlove :)). Truly, love is always sweeter than the first take haha.]

I love him so much. I love him more and more each day. I love him even if we're away from each other. I love him even when he is in his worst state.
I LOVE HIM

Like what others say, if someone leaves you and then comes back, it's not the exact same person you knew before anymore. Yes, it's true that he's not the exact same person he was. He is better ^.^