Thank God it's Satruday :)

UBE (Ultimate Bonding Experience) :D

Had lunch with my bebe Ciara at Oliver's Sandwich after work. We bonded for a while and then separated when she had to bring her parents home.

After a few minutes, HE fetched me at Bonifacio Highstreet. From Greenbelt, we went straight to Landmark to buy Cha Time. Yey! We saw quite a number of familiar people. We even saw Phil Younghusband's car!! The yellow Chevrolet (PYH 10)!! OMG! :)) We walked around Glorieta then had dinner at Italianni's (Greenbelt 3).

On our way home, we stopped over Ihawan Ni Kuya Speedy. It's a store that sells delicious ihaw-ihaw food. We just bought isaw :) When we got here in the house, he used our washroom. HE MET MOM! MOM MET HIM! :D I just couldn't believe it until now. And mom didn't have any negative reaction at all. She said he had a smiling face and he looks mabait.

Like what I always always always say, I don't know the perfect words I could use to express how joyful, thankful, blessed and ecstatic I am. Thank You, Lord :)

These past few days...

Nothing really remarkable happened to me these past few days. Oh, except for the kilig exchange of text messages that I had with HIM :) He never fails to make me smile whenever he texts me. Every word he says just lightens me up. He never fails to make me feel special. He never fails to make me feel that he cares. I can't ask for anything more. I don't even know what I did to deserve at least having a guy like him know me. I can't find the perfect words to describe how thankful, blessed, joyful and ecstatic I am.

Last Wednesday (July 27), I watched the premiere of Captain America. I was surprised to see my ex there also. He was seated right in front of me. That was when I have confirmed that I don't have feelings for him at all. Yes, I shook when I first saw him there. But after a while I was back to normal. I was okay. I was totally fine. I didn't even bother looking at him which I also did on purpose. Thank God. I am finally free! :)

I shall be seeing HIM tomorrow. We MIGHT watch a movie. Oooh our FIRST movie if ever! :D I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I can't wait! :D

I thought so...

...that I wouldn't be able to update this daily :| Nothing much happened this week. He got sick :| We should be meeting up today but because he's sick, he had to go to the doctor and stay home to rest. But i totally understand that :)

Had lunch at Pancake House with Love, Rhea, Abby and Ervin. I had fun listening to their breakup/ex stories and sharing mine as well. Haha.

I visited Mama Aida a while ago at the Ospital ng Makati. Upon entering the hospital, I felt this super weird feeling. It was like I can feel everything that has been done to the patients there. Weird. Haha.

The best part of this day is that I met up with Ciara and Rocherrie. I missed them soooooooooo much! It has only been a month since we last saw each other but it felt like forever! I miss the stories, mga pagmamaldita ni Tabby, Ciara's expressions and emotions whenever she tells a story, etc. I miss them so much and I'm sooooo glad that I got to be with them today :)

July 16, 2011

This day was TOTALLY FUN :D

Let me just repost some parts of the letter that I sent my friends just a while ago at Facebook :))

Here it is:

I'm sorry but I just can't help myself to make kwento about my super duper killig moments these past 2 days :p You're not required to read this naman but I would really appreciate it if you do :D

For everyone's sake, let me just introduce him again. His name is (SECRET MUNA! Let's just name him "Patchi man")

(....blah blah blah....)

Then kanina, after his work again, pinuntahan niya ako sa fort. We met up sa highstreet. At first, he asked me pa kung saan ko daw gusto kumain. I said my usual line na, "kahit saan...ikaw magdecide" :)) He thought for a moment then he said sa TGIF nalang. When we got there, kilala na siya nung waiter and our table was reserved na!! I don't know kung pinareserve ba niya talaga yun or nasakto lang talaga na may nakalagay na "reserved" sign dun hahahaha. Grabe!! Deep inside nagtatatalon na ako sa kilig!! Ayun, we ate. Then we passed by this Cupcake store at Serendra because he wants to buy cupcakes for his grandmother's birthday. He also bought me one. Then he asked me to choose another one pa for mommy!! Then he gave me a third one pa. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!! Then lakad-lakad kami sa Market-Market.

Ang dami pang kilig moments eh pero yan yung mga major :))

Ayun, then hinatid na niya ako sa bahay :)

I told my mom EVERYTHING about him because that's what I promised myself--to let my mom know about each and every relationship that i'll have. And I just praise God for her reaction. She wasn't mad and no negative reactions at all. She just listened and gave me advises :)

I know that it is still too early na umasa ko. Maybe he's just being a good friend. I'm also not saying na love ko na siya. We're still getting to know each other pa naman din. But I can say na OK SIYA! PWEDE :D I don't know how else to say it eh haha.

It is my prayer na kahit hindi man kami mag end up together, at least I'll be an instrument for him to get close to God :)

Ayun lang hehe. Thank you for taking time to read this. I love you. I miss you :)

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So ayun, I hope the letter somehow summed it up. I couldn't explain how joyful and thankful I am right now :D :D :D

July 15, 2011

As I have forecasted, there will be a time when I will start NOT writing here daily haha.

I never thought it would only take me 19 days to FINALLY get over him; to finally get tired of our "pseudo" relationship; to finally accept the fact that we are not meant to be; to finally realize that I have wasted around 4-5 years for a guy who isn't for me. He texted last night. I just got a little surprised. Nothing else. And I think that's good :]

The other day, we danced "Nobody" for the birthday of our C.O.O. And then a while ago was the continuation of his party.

During our merienda break a while ago, HE visited me :D AND GAVE ME PATCHI CHOCOLATE :D

I really felt sooooooooooo KILIG. No guy has ever made me feel that special. Whether he really went there for me or may pinuntahan talaga siya na iba, I still feel special. When we were still texting, he just said he plans to go to the area where our office is located. And then nagulat nalang ako when he said nandun na siya!! I couldn't exactly express what I felt with everything that he did. G-R-A-B-E!! :D :D :D

I told my mom about it when she got home. I shared the chocolate with her. I thought she was gonna have some negative reactions, but she didn't! :D She kept telling me to text him and say thank you. She really loves the chocolate hahaha.

Right now, words couldn't express how happy I am. ECSTATIC :D

A very nice from The Holiday...

"You have never treated me right ever...You broke my heart and you acted like somehow that it was my fault...I was too in love with you to ever be mad at you so I just punished myself for years...It's over. This twisted, toxic thing between us is finally finished. I'm miraculously done being in love with you. I've got a life to start living and you're not going to be in it."

Day 19

July 9, 2011

Love, Jhoy, Rhea and I went to Market-Market after work. We had lunch at Reyes Barbeque and then window-shopped at different stores. Love shopped for the skirt she will be wearing on Friday for our dance presentation. Rhea shopped for things she needs for her apartment while Jhoy and I bought some stuff that we think we need. Haha. Marina joined us for a few minutes. After a while, Rhea left na rin.

I had so much fun these girls. I always do!! They are the ones perfect to be with especially when you are having problems. I love them! I'm so blessed to be part of the F1 F.O family :)

I'm currently watching The Holiday. So far, my favorite lines of Kate Winslet were, "We both know that I need to fall out of love with you. It would be best if you let me try," and when she said something LIKE, "[why you always fall for the person who is not good for you] because you keep telling yourself that that person is good for you but then that person does something wrong which will make you think he/she is not good for you and then he/she will just win you over again and make you once again believe that he/she is good for you." REPHRASED.


She also said something to Jack Black about being happy when you're with your friends and then realizing that you really are sad when you become alone again. Something like that.

This movie is not that very catchy for me but some of its lines are very meaningful :)

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He told me this morning that we could see each other today. But at the end of the day we didn't. Haha. But that's fine. No problem with that :) Kinakabahan rin nga ako eh! :))

Day 17 and 18

July 18, 2011

I fetched my mom at St. Luke's after work because she visited her friend. What I really like about meeting my mom's friends is that they keep on giving me food! Haha. And what made it much better a while ago was that she gave me CHOCOLATES! Woohoo :D My comfort food. My weakness! Aaaah! :D :D :D Afterwards, my mom and I went to Starbucks at Glorieta 5 because that's where we could use the "buy-one-take-one" coupon that I got in my planner. Then we strolled around the mall before going home. The MRT was still jam packed even if it was already almost 10pm!!! OR maybe that's still part of the rush hour(s)???

I think this is the first time that we texted for almost the whole day :D KINIKILIG NANAMAN AKO ANO BAAAAA! :)) Haay. We talked about our exes. But I didn't dwell on mine too much because I heard over the radio that one of the things that may scare people is talking about your ex. Therefore, I tried to avoid talking about him too much. Rule of thumb: NEVER TALK ABOUT YOUR EX! Because it will just prove that you are still not over him/her. He also kind of consulted me or at least told me about the shoes that he was about to buy. That really "fattened" my heart. My ex never did that. Haha. Oops! I just forgot NOT to talk about my ex :)) And then he told me he wants to see me na. Sana daw next week :D He also promised to give me chocolates when we see each other. Oh well, let's seeeee :)

As usual, I had fun at work a while ago. But it would've been more fun if Love, Jhoy and Kuya Rchie were there too. They were at the wine seminar kasi eh :| But at least I got to see them when we were on our way home.

SHAKE, RATTLE AND ROLL! :))

July 17, 2011

Nothing much happened. We texted but not that long. I met up with my mom at SM Makati so that we could go together to our weekly Family Bible Study (FBS). Tita Jean advised me about dealing with unpleasant people. It was really helpful. I feel so blessed for being in the family/clan that I am in :)

Day 16

July 6, 2011

We were dismissed kinda late a while ago because of our dance practice. But that's fine. I was still able to make it home by 8pm because I rode the MRT instead of taking the bus. When I got here, my mom and I went to Robinsons Supermarket and then proceeded home.

My heart jumped when I read his text a while ago asking me if I'm on my way home already. I get so happy whenever he texts me hahahaha.

Today we talked about our favorite food, favorite type of music, different shifts for work, and how I go home. At least those are what I can remember.

Haaay :) I'm starting to like the song "Secret" by One Republic. I don't even know why. I just find it comforting haha.

Day 15

July 5, 2011

As usual, this day was nice. Fun :D

We practiced our dance number. Discussed. ATE. ATE. ATE. I totally ate a lot :O

I thought he wouldn't text me, but yey he did! Haha. All i can say is,

KINIKILIG AKO!

Tagal ko na toh hindi nafifeel! And I can really say that I miss this feeling. This getting-to-know stage or whatever you call it. I know that this may not lead to anything. He might even just be a very good friend. But I what I'm sure of is that I am happy. Tamang kilig at saya lang :)

I had my pedicure when I got home. Home service. Nothing beats home service pedicure. Haha. Looking forward for a full-body massage next time :D

An original quote by someone, "Aanhin mo pa ang gwapo kung mas malandi pa sayo."

A revised quote by me,

"AANHIN MO PA ANG GWAPO KUNG GWAPO RIN ANG GUSTO!"

Hahahahahahahaha!

Day 14

July 4, 2011

I thought I was gonna be late for work because I left the house at 8:00am which should be earlier. I got off the train around 8:45!!! Because of that, I rode the habal-habal. That is the most dangerous thing that I did in my life. It's a paid motorcycle. Whenever I ride there, I feel like half of my body is already buried hahaha.

Today was super fun! :D We, the F.O ladies, practiced our dance number to the song "Nobody" by the Wonder Girls. We are the NO WONDER GIRLS :))

While waiting for the clock to strike 6, we played Dr. Quack-Quack, Pass the Message and Mother Caterpillar. I super miss playing those games! I'm so blessed for having very friendly, playful and down-to-earth officemates. They are so comfortable and fun-to-be-with. I love them :D :D :D

After work, Love, Jhoy, Ervin and I ate in Mcdo.



I'm looking forward to go to work tomorrow for no particular reason hahaha.

Vanity strikes!

July 2, 2011 - Just checking if my hair is neat enough for work. Haha

Day 13

July 3, 2011

Jessy came to church with us :D Praise God! Yehey! After church, we ate and strolled around Megamall.

I met up with HIM for less than a minute. He paid his debt and I returned some of his stuff. I felt good.

Then he texted "Thanks." when we parted ways. I didn't expect that actually. And when I checked my facebook, he also commented on my status about falling down the stairs. Also didn't expect that.

Oh well. I'm, from time to time, being tempted to ask questions, to text him, to be sad, to do anything that I shouldn't be doing anymore. Thank God that He always reminds me that He is in control. That I don't have to worry. That He has a wonderful plan for me. That I should have faith.

Day 12

July 2, 2011

It was a perrrrrfect day! :D I met up with Jessy Ong at Greenbelt. Accompanied her as she went shopping. She slept over in our place. Yey! :D She gave me makeup tips, etc. :D

From Greenbelt, we went to Landmark then to Glorieta then to Shangri-la Mall. While we were at the last mall, this happened. My status in FB says:

[While Jessy Ong and I were walking in the mall, she noticed a guy walking weirdly beside me, but she just ignored him. Then suddenly.....]

Guy: Regina...

[I looked at the guy with a masungit and naweirduhan look and tried to recognize him. After a few seconds...]

Jessy: Ui [*name of guy*]!
Me: OH MY GOSH!! :D :D :D (♥ _ ♥)

HAHAHAHA. And that made me say that I had a perfect day :)

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HE texted me in the afternoon and asked me where I was. I asked why. He said he was just gonna pay me his debt. But because I replied very late, he cancelled.

But it's okay. I'm okay :D

Day 11

July 1, 2011

My back still hurts :(

Anyway, Love and I waited in Ms. Jean's room a while ago while we waited for 4pm for the makeup training session conducted by The Faceshop. We slept for a while and then had some picture-taking :)) Do you know that time when you sleep and you dream like you fell down and you suddenly just jerked? :)) That happened to me a while ago. I thought Love didn't notice it because I thought that she was already asleep. BUT SHE DID! :)) Kakahiyaaa! :))

I was on my way home a while ago feeling very tired when I got a text message and it woke me up :))

I've noticed that female dogs are starting to breed again. Well, they're barking at the wrong tree.